ღ ` baby, i love you๋ ღ FrancisTan我爱你*-

2011-07-01T02:59:00.005+08:00

sigh..
you're coming out later.
i really wish to see you,
real badly.
but at the same time i'm wondering,
wondering how you feel.
will you think of me?
will you give me a call if i'm not there later?
will you wants to see me?
it's all going round and round in my mind now.
i'm dying to see you.
really do.
but...
i've been waiting for today.
now that it's here,
i'm starting to feel afraid.
what am i suppose to do?
teach me,
some one teach me please.
teach me how to not think of you?
can?
FUCK MY LIFE, seriously
7th June,
you said you'll be meeting me at 3.
but you ended up there.
fucking upset.
cried the shit outta me,
no one knows.
i don't want to be a burden to anyone.
i fucking miss you.
up till now,
there's nothing negative about you.
everything seems so perfectly perfect to me,
the way you treated me,
was something that no one did before.
the way you try to give me everything i asked from you.
even small things like places which i wants to visit,
little things i wanted,
you remembered.
no one let me felt that i'm actually something to him.
i know it's my fault if everything ended.
it's making me regret a fucking life time.
i fucking hate myself.
it's unforgivable,
i know.
but is it forgettable ?
you told me i cant be without you.
yes, true enough.
i guess it's true.
i find myself fucking lifeless.
lack of motivation
i miss you badly
sigh..
it should be the 5th month 3days ago.
ya,
5th month
it's not very long together,
it's the heart that matters.
i really wish you don't change.
is your love still here with me?
am i still inside you?
you're still here,
i love you...
Sorry

28th Jan 2011
LoveFrancis<3
So Sorry That I Loved You,
Sorry That I Needed You,
Sorry That i Held You Tight.

2011-06-15T20:25:00.002+08:00

sigh...
why change?!
2weeks,6days more
i fucking miss you :(
glad to hear from them that you're fine
TIME PASS FAST PLEASE!
i want to see you fucking badly
hope i get to see you soon,
even if it's not face to face
i miss you:'(
2weeks6days, 20days, 480hours to go...
take good care ok?
:'(
I LOVE YOU<3

2011-06-10T07:53:00.002+08:00

18 more days:(
i'm already missing you so much now.
i want to see you ASAP!! :(
i'll be waiting for you here,
take good care of yourself ok?
I LOVE YOU <3

2011-05-30T04:28:00.002+08:00

i know you're gone.
forever.
i'm sorry for what i did,
and causes this.
i'm not blaming you at all.
i blame myself.
must take good care of yourself.
must eat and sleep more,
ok?
there's nothing i can say now,
no matter what,
i'll still be here for you,
if only you need me.
i miss you alot;(
real lot ;(
i know my attitude sucks like fuck at times,
i'm sorry.
i'm letting you go this time,
but i'm not letting you out,
outta my heart.
i miss your morning text, goodnight msges
and everything about you.
i can't be pestering you,
texting you when i know you're not gonna reply me,
calling you when you don't expect one.
i'm controlling,
controlling real hard to not do so.
i dont know what you feel,
hope you'll still think of me at times :)
and your words really hurts,
but i know it's my fault.
Thanks for trying to give whatever i asked for,
i'm sorry that i love you.
28thJan2011 <3

No matter how much I love you But I know that you probably won't be interested in me,
But I still kept fantasizing away.
and still secretly hoping inside my mind that one day you will have me.
But I know it's impossible when you think that I'm not the one, it's okay,

I just hope that you'll stay in my heart continuously for a longer time.

2011-05-26T20:48:00.000+08:00

Feeling fucking down now:(
I think my time's up,
I think there's no longer me in you anymore.
I should just fuck myself off?
But I doesn't want to.
This short period of time tgt with you,
You taught me what's love.
I no longer needs to bare with pain,
No longer need to bare with violent.
No longer like a sandbag/ punchingbag.
I really don't wish to...
But what else can I do?
Even though your word hurts a lot,
I don't hate u.
Ytd was the first time you got pissed off by me,
And shouted:(
I'm sorry.
You're right,
I caused this.
But I doesn't wants it.
I love you:'(
I know you purposely ignores my text.
I don't know what I could do or even say.
I fucking hate myself,
I fucking regret trusting someone that's not truthful,
I regretted, FUCKING REGRET.
I hate him, I hate myself more!
I really hate this.
Why is it always me?
Unlike others,
I guess I'm not born to be loved.
What's happening?
You don't know how much you meant to me.
I know I meant nothing.
Takecare, ILOVEYOU, FRANCIS TAN<3

2011-05-23T04:05:00.000+08:00

Hello:)
I'm kinda bored now:(
Babytan's asleep already.
He's going to his court tomorrow at 0930.
:(
Wish everything turns out well,
And fine too.
I started missing him already:(
even though I'm at his place 24hrs ago. :x
I know its kind of weird with me talking about babytan in the post
While my link was some asshole's name.
But nvm, its ok. :)
I'll get rid of it soon.
Haha!!
I love babytan ttm! <3
I guess I shall stop here and get to bed soon.
Waking up later to wait for baby's call:)
Goodnight!

2011-05-20T05:00:00.002+08:00

Hello:)
Just trying out with posting with my iPhone.

Things had not been going on smoothly for me:(
I guess it's due to me being too paranoid,
Over paranoid.
Thinking too much as always. :(
I'm loving babytan<3
I love the way he try giving me everything,
It's everything!
Everything I asked for.
:) I love you

2011-04-25T19:49:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry.
I know I'm at wrong this time.
I didn't blame u.
All I asked for now,
Is just a chance,
A chance for me to compensate everything.
I know you don't feel good too.
I'm really sorry.
You're all I asked for now
You said being with you no future.
I don't mind what's going to happen.
I just wants to stay by your side.
I'm sorry if I hurt you.
Knowing that you actually cares,
I'm really happy.
Now what I need was that ONE chance.
Just once...

2011-04-23T00:27:00.000+08:00

I think its time,
Its time to say bye~

Thanks

2011-04-21T16:49:00.000+08:00

You may not know how much you meant to me.
Because of you,
I'm able to put down the past and continue with life.
Now that you've left too, I can do nothing, but to see you go.
I know you purposely not to reply my text,
I can do nothing too.
I find myself fucking useless, really.
No body would know,
Know how much I needed you.
If 3months ago, not because of you.
I'll still be stuck in there.
I've tried to give you whatever freedom you want, give you all the time you need.
I know I may get unreasonable when you met girls, but who don't ?
Waking up without seeing your text,
I'm feeling damn uneasy.
I'll be missing the
"good morning" "goodnight" "baby" "love:)"
and everything. :(
I know I'm not gonna have it back,
Not gonna have you here anymore.
I tried, I tried to.
I failed, I still failed.
What I can do now,
Is only see, look, listen.
Seeing you not mine anymore,
Looking at you walking away,
Listening to your voice but not talking to me,
That must be hurting,
Paranoid that my phone's having text from you,
Having calls from you.
Nothing was seen.
Not even a single word.
I don't blame you.
I blame myself for not being perfect enough to make you stay.
Remember to eat, sleep earlier, and don't fall sick.
Take good care of yourself please.
Maybe I still mean nothing to you.
Maybe you don't love me as much.
As least now I know there's still someone that will treat me better.
And not treating me like sand bag.
We may not be together that long.
But you're the one that treated me best.
Thanks for everything you tried to give.
Thanks for tolerating
Takecare my love.
&I love you<3
I'll be missing you

2011-01-26T05:27:00.003+08:00

Chun Ruk Khun

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i miss you la!!

i hope you're fine now Y

2011-01-16T02:37:00.002+08:00

tell me WTF is wrong with me?
you should be having real good life now
right?
finally you've gain weight,
finally you're happier.
am i right?

now i realise i dont stand any place in your heart in the 3years
1st ever serious r/s to me,
and will be the last.
1st time i step into such r/s,
such hurtful one.
but still thanks for 3 1/2 years of your life.
actually,
up till today ,
st times,
i still do miss u.
getting jealous is my "strong" point,
right?
Lol,
~~050707-221010~~
should i rmb it?
or should i not?

020507:
" I Love You Not Because Of Anything,
Not Because How You Look Like,
Not Because What You Wear,
I Love You Because I Love You "

if i could,
i'll forget you

2011-01-12T02:51:00.003+08:00

somehow, i still do miss you .
flash backs! flash backs! &FLASH BACKS
is the only thing "we" have now .
the only time i can see the "WE" again.
the "WE"......
how "we" spend every single day tgt.
what "we" used to do every single day.
='(
NO! i dont love you...
i dont love you anymore...
just the flash backs make me feel upset.
Do you?
do you ever think of "US"?
i had nvr want to step into your life again.
You know how much hurt you gave?
this is the fcuking last break up "we" had.
and is the most hurtful one.
you know?
i admit i'm not a good gf.
i know...
I hate you, i really do .
i hate you because i really do care .
everythings over now .
2months 21days had passed,
i should be back to the happy girl on 020707 when we met.
right?
Hope this time round,
you really got the girl you want.
and the life you wanted .

I LOVE YOU NO MORE.....

2010-11-07T20:59:00.001+08:00

everything ended 2weeks ago,
and boy, why not you 2 just go fcuk yourself=.=

2010-09-26T03:24:00.003+08:00

hello peeps,
just here to clear all the spider web
haha, having been working and schooling now adays
tired max, but what to do?
Lol ohh ya! did i forget to intro my new family member?
here you go,

her name is girlgirl

she so fat and has a big ass.

hahah!

okok

i'll stop here

post when i'm free or when my stupid phone could blog

bye~~

2010-04-28T18:01:00.003+08:00

Hello=)
here for a short post.
i know it's gonna rot soon,
cant blame me ok!! ;DD
i've no internet at home cause im staying at grandma house.
hahahh
gonna move to hougang blk617 soon .
sighh~~
Lols,
ok, now adays lotsa things happened .
i've been suspended from school for about a week or more
because of some reason .
in the week time,
meeted love everyday;DD
went to his house early early in the morning.
ate tgt, and sleep tgt too .
and slept with lucky toooo!
hahah;DD
and i got back to school on tuesday 27th April .
and after school, head down to cantoment with weiting, zixuan and jon .
thanks to them, they spend more than 2hours waiting for me. =x
after cantoment, went pub for POOL~~
lol,
got bullied by a formal formal guy=(
paiseh larhh!
hahaha!
and today went to school so damn late .
but nth happened=)
cause nail teacher not in school yet . =)
after school,
HOME SWEET HOME!!=))
thanks weiting for the huawei!
_________________________
getting more and more pissed by iphone now=.=
my phone is like having fcuking lots of problem la!
gonna go check it at plaza sing and have an
one for one exchange.
after mummy went to school to meet hazel.
i'll stop here le barh.
haha,
hope the next update wont be too long=)
byebye!!

OH`! AND FOLLOW MY TWITTER OK?=)
link is under my facebook badge

YILOVELOVEYUUYUU*-

2010-02-28T03:41:00.002+08:00

had not been posting for a long period,
alot things happened,
things started to not work out right after
this "so and so..." came .
i dont know why .
saying that i had what so ever shit others wants .
but i can tell you,
things are not so simple .
human started saying sarcastic thingy,
like : " I WONT CONTACT HIM ANYMORE,
FOR NO REASONS "
Wth, damn hot .
nvm ,
focus on the "NO REASONS"
when there's a reason for it,
or rather it's REASONS,
with the "S" .
i hate it larh,
it's like saying one way&doing another opposite way
=.-
forget about that "so and so..."

had been quarrelling with him,
for continueously 8 or 9 days .
it's the first time larh!
fcuk!
i swear i hated her .
or it's, i totally dislike her .
there's not a single point for me to not accept
the fact that i really dislike her
---------------------------------------------
as for T,
i'm rather dissapointed,
i thought you'll be the one that will under,
but you dont .
nvm, it doesn't matters me much now .
.
&for yuuyuu,
i know i'm unreasonable at times,
if u dont understand why i dislike you from
going out, (with them+"so&so")
you know i'll scared?
much more dissapointed in you seriously,
you should be the one that knows me most,
but i dont think you did .
right?
sorry .
i dont tell you what i feel because i thought
you've already known .
but everything desn't matters me as much already .
i wanna see,
if it's mine, it'll be mine .
i wanna bet this time round ,
where fate puts you at ,
here or there .
sorry for my selfishness&stubbon-ness .

w/ weiting:) &w/peiqin sexya;D

Yi'm gonna fall soon*-

2009-12-01T15:47:00.003+08:00

Finally i've time to update this rotting blog=x
lol~
currently i'm studying at IBS already .
for like 1month le,
for those who i didnt tell .
i'm sick now=(
Mc for 2days .
ok.....
i'm bored .
waiting for sis to come back .
with my fishball soup =)
on the phone with baby now,
i think i'll end here.
i'm lazy to blog.=x
pictures coming up =)

YLsJy*-

2009-10-12T03:19:00.002+08:00

i just saw someone's blog .
very dissapointing .
but no point .
friendship like this wont last .
and i dont need one like that .
so now i know,
friends is something that would lies to each other.
is something that rather helped others .
so now i know .
fcuk, i'm stupid .
correct .
to believe such friend that i had .
i swear i wont drop a fcuking tears again .
for you .

Yi'm so stupid, Fcuk this Fcuking world*-

2009-09-22T13:07:00.001+08:00

I've Just Letted Something Go=(

I Love You

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2009-07-16T07:08:00.006+08:00

baby, iloveyou =)
baby's face, taken inside my room
he's so cute, ilovehim, ihateR!

14July
baby came to my house in th-morning ,
this time he did not fall asleep .
=)
after he reach,
talking inside th-room .
before that quarreled with him because of th-fcuking R.O.W.L again!
_l_ her!
than talking inside room, &all .
than nothing le .
fcuking hate her hate her .
NB pua byebye!
arqq!!!
than lying on bed with baby .
thought we'll be sleeping like pig again .
but this time .
we didnt .
hahaa.
after resting on bed for dont know how long .
than i go cook for him .
cooked 2pack of potato with pork rib de japan maggie mee for him&me .
&scrumbble eggs too .
than after that continue talking&so on....(forget liao=x)
than sis jiu reach home le
than after bathing .
baby act cute with me .
=x
his cute anyway .
LOLS!!!
than went off,
off to compass .
&back home(his house),
it his mum's birthday on th-14July .
ate dinner there .
and.............(forgotten)
when i'm leaving .
SO HAPPY LARH!
baby help me put on our ring ;D
he's wearing it back again =)
i'm wearing both of them for 2months .
&i returned it to him .
hahahahaha .
so hapy larhh!
baby say he'll cook big feast for me .
dont know real or fake =x

15July
went school,
class was bored like fuck .
recess, walked out of class&saw jessie supergirl.
was so HAPPY larh .
no need be mrs lonely liao .
hahas .
skip th-school part .
after school actually baby's coming to fetch me de .
=(
but in th-end never .
so asked xueying to come .
=x
hahas,
after meeting xueying,
we bus-ed back to s'goon to meet baby .
than meet him awhile only .
cause i need to rush back meet sis to buy birthday gift .
ate subway .
when we reached home .
faster go make what we should make .
than when mum's reaching .
i went down to drag her time .
haha,
IT'S MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY!

16July
now i'm so bored ,
baby fall asleep le
=(
no one's here to pei me .
had to go meet vivian ahlian later on .
i'm starting work today .
dont know how will it be like .
=x
imissbaby!
i'm so ANGRY!

ROWL, he wont get back to you.
i swear, what are you?
Lols . *FLYING KISS*
=.-

♥baby, hope what's happening with them ends soon*-

2009-07-07T01:47:00.003+08:00

ILOVEYOU, LIMJINYU

i'm missing those old times =(
when there no body between us .
even no one around us,
only me&you .
i'm so angry&down .
you doesnt like me to be near or close with guys .
but end up,
you're th-one VERY CLOSE WITH GIRL.
is GIRL, THE ONE & ONLY PERSON ONLY .
dont know what's so special about her .
you deny, but it's true .
my sis also said so .
not i find things to quarrel,
but it's TRUE!
what can i do?
you said you wont anymore,
but can i trust you or not?
everything you said,
&th-things you did are diff .
even if i'm around, you two are still SO close .
RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!
=(
what can i do?
sit there continue watching .
nothing i could do .
you said you love me?
th-things you did doesnt show you love me .
at all .
='(
i beg you,
you say you&her wont CLOSE anymore de .
you promised .

♥You promised me, please STOP, will you?*-

2009-07-06T06:01:00.007+08:00

DELETED UNWANTED JUNKS !
( not due to spammers, but it evantually ended=) )

i love th-guy using computer behind ;D it's ME&LUCKY! ;D&this is th-very cute&mini durian ;D

cute right?

hello,
here to post.
2days ago me&" Baby " bought some cute mini durians

*will post th-pictures up, blogger's having problem now!*

but i didnt eat any of them .
as i'm not very in love with that .
today, went down to s'goon at around 6 i think .
went to 125,
reached there&
yiling&co. was there .
than around 9 like tat .
yuhuan&co. went eat .
after tat she went home change .
than 11 like tat .
we went up to liangsoon's house outside .
12.30 miie&shirley left .
than her bus came first .
&i've already knew that there's no bus le .
i waited till 1.14 than i head back to soon's house .
called "baby",
ask him weather he wan buy anything anot .
helped him da bao "mee hoon kway" w/o vege&lala .
than went up take $$ from him cause i not enough .
after i get th-"mee hoon kway" up .
went he's starting to eat .
open up th-container .
realise it's not "mee hoon kway"
it's "ban mian" .
but i rmb very clearly i said "mee hoon kway"!!!
Lols .
than chatted .
and "baby" drinks again .
=.-
than i left at around 4 .
cab-ed home
=)
now i'm eating my first meal of ytd's .
hahaha .
ganna call "baby" up later .
byebye

oh` &please DO NOT

call/msg/contact him ANYMORE =)

thank you

♥LaisingLoveJinyu, His Mine*-

2009-07-01T23:34:00.006+08:00

yoo`!
as i say,
i'll post again
=)
now i'm here posting .
umm...
after he reach .
went down buy curry puffs .
than came back .
after he eat .
&so on...
than we go sleep .
he say: ppl go school carry bag, i sleep also carry bag"
=x
lol, his meaning is ME! =)
he say i hug him like his carrying school bag .
Lols
haha,
around 5, i woke him up .
&go bath
he left at 5++?
forget le .
had some "conflict".....
end here ba .

KIDDO KIDDO PLEASE

FUCK OFF MAN!

YOU KNOW I'M SAYING YOU,

HAVE SOME SHAME& FUCKOFF!

HE SAYS HE DONT LOVE YOU ;D

♥iloveyou*-

2009-07-01T07:00:00.003+08:00

ytd morning he came over to my house.
after he reach .
we're both so tired .
so when in to sleep .
than woke up at around 4 cause sis's friend very noisy .
they celebrating jiejie's birthdays .
than after bath .
left&went s'goon .
meet yiling&co.
went back home(his house) .
eat Tom Yam Fish Head .
i ate alot Lady Finger =)
than awhile more go inside room .
"TWO PPL WORLD"(this is what th-small kiddo say)
lols .
start quarrel cause of something(abit link with R.O.W.L)
than went home .
&talked on th-phone till dont know what time .
&he say that i hug him until he wan die liao =x
*****************************************
today, now .
his coming over now .
korkor's fetching him here ,
haha .
gonna go open door soon .
=)
post again later .

R***NA,

get your own life man!

you'll be th-one leaving .

you've no choice .

VERY SOON .

GOODBYE MY SMALL KIDDO

♥LimJinYu is mine, FUCKYOU REGINA*-

2009-06-30T01:34:00.005+08:00

he's lying on my leg,

watching television=)

today morning actually his coming over de,
but i fall asleep .
so woke up at 3plus .
left house at 4++ .
when i reached bus stop .
he called,
ask me where am i,
so i told him i'm waiting for bus .
than he asked me go home first .
th-moment he told me,
tears starts to roll down my cheak .
**sadded**
than after awhile he say nvm,
just come .
than when i reaching his house .
msg-ed him ask him where he want go,
he told me he go her that kid awhile for some reasons .
i was like, so sad&angry .
arggg`!
around 5+ he went down .
his mum went to work&left with me&lucky at home .
lucky sleeping like a pig,
&i'm feeling so down&started crying .
msg-ed him&no replies .
so angry!
went th-kid left(i think),
he call-ed me&asked me go down rowell .
so i went down .
he asked me why i cry than i say nothing .
he told me not to worry,
very fast no more liao(kid&him) .
than after go rowell, went sweet talk buy bubble tea .
&headed back home .
see him play SA and played with lucky .
&eat dinner .
than watch tv .
around 10,
he go rest .
than i went home .
he said i tou kiss him again .
=x
Lols .

&kiddo, dont say things to him pls,

cause somehow ,

i'll know .

use ur brains&think .

KIDDO! _l_you

♥LimJinYu, I Believe You Dont Love Her*-

2009-06-28T04:01:00.003+08:00

today,
sleep till 4+ .
late for work .
otw down to work plae .
quarreled with "baby" .
than reached there .
ying told me his very worried .
than after awhile, he called ying again .
asked me to pick up .
Problem Solved =)
skip th-working part .
...........
after work,
went is house.
&no one was there .
called yiling&ask .
"baby" picked up .
&asked me to wait downstairs .
so i waited .
after he reach .
went in his house .
&he played his game while i go eat .
after eating,
went down 7-11 to bu his buy COKE =]
and so on......
around 1.25am
i left .
befor i leave .
he keep saying i'll "tou" kiss him .
thn i say i nv "tou" kiss .
Lols .
than he give me his face when i leaving .
so muacks=)
now talking on th-phone with him .
he's so cute la .
just now talkin about "SOMETHNG" .
&now we're watching "BLACK&WHITE"
very nice ohh =)
talking again now .
byebye .

♥LimJinYu,ILOVEYOU*-

2009-06-24T01:13:00.004+08:00

haha,
today morning,
he came =]
than watch show awhile,
cooked fo him .
than watched Land Of The Lost,
after watch finish,
jiejie came outside&we went in .
slept&after tat something happened .
dont wanna mention .
around 4.30 like tat we left home .
i went point find ying
while he dont know go where .
than after that working half way,
he called,
told me he reached home le .
using pang zi's hp .
told me he went to play bb with alvin,
and so on.....
after work,
took bus with jovina,laifu,yiling,yuhuan&beelay
back to s'goon .
went his house .
i'm so angry now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
_l_ IHATEYOU!
KIDDO!

♥Kiddo, Please Fuck Off*-

2009-06-14T05:31:00.002+08:00

JINYU!
IMISSYOU!
SO MUCH!
WHEN YOU WOULD BE BACK!?
YOU HAVEN ENJOY ENOUGH!?
PLEASE,
INEEDYOU!
='(

2009-06-09T05:42:00.003+08:00

i'm missing all those hugs&everything ='(

Jinyu,
imissyou,
it had been 1month without you .
but dont even seems to feel anything .
everything just ended so fast .
too fast,
i tried what i can to keep my friends,
keep my family,
keep you .
but no matter what i do,
everything leave still .
what can i do?
no body that i can talk to now,
no body's there for me,
no body's willing to listen to me,
i'm always crying alone .
no one is there,
no one th there even to ask me what happen .
keep controlling,
not to cry in front of mummy .
not to cry in front of you .
i dont know how long more i could continue this way,
i dont know when would everything end .
i really dont know when would be th-last time,
last time talking to you,
last time playing SA with you,
last time see you .
mayb to you,
it's ok to go without me,
but i'm not .
1year10months really so easily replaced by friends?
I loss,
i loss in this game .
everything gone,
just like in game...

YLimJinYu, letting go is not what i'm willing to*-

2009-06-03T04:18:00.005+08:00

hello,
umm...
haiishh,
had not been doing anything recently .
only working&going up him house .
what else can i do?
everyday is just like a count down to me .
counting down to th-day that everything end .
REALLY END .
iie know i'm just nothing more than a very normal de normal friend .
you even treat THEM way too much better than how you treat me .
haiishh,
his life now, seems really happy .
he doesnt even need me to be there .
&he dont, he'll be way more happy than with me .
he can go shopping, meet anyone&enjoy .
going sentosa? going what so ever places .
haha,
i grow till so big, go sentosa 2 or 3 times only .
Lols, iie know it's funny . but it's th-fact .
PROMISSES?
what that?

say will bring me go?

joke, end up ask me go with all YOUR FRIENDS?
seens he finnally had his CAREFREE,ENJOYABLE,HAPPY life le .
what am i here for?
SEE HOW HAPPY HIS LIFE IS?
or see things i doesnt like?
why?
Sometimes people treat love as toy,
Sometimes people treat love as everything,
&sometimes people treat love as normal friend .
Mayb not even normal friend .
just like how you're treating miie RIGHT NOW .
i laugh, i smile, i joke .
doesnt mean that i'm really happy .
you know?
Now,
i finnally knew,
knew that how "IMPORTANT" am i already .
you love me,
this shows how much you did love me.
I WOULD NEVER GET CLOSE WITH THEM JUST TO BE WITH YOU,
I KNOW I WONT .
now i know,
you really did this because of friends .
how "TIAN ZHEN" am i?
haiishh .
forget it .
end le, you be happier.
You&your Friends will be happier .
i shouldnt had appeared .
shouldnt had known you .
shouldnt had love you,
shouldnt had make you everything .
but it's all too late .
what can i do now?
beg you?
i've tried .
NO USE .
you wont know, when th-moment you said:
"play with them once jiu will always play le, than jiu can all tgt, than we jiu can patch le"
you know it hurts?
i'm laughing when you told me, but was it really funny to me?
your perpose is just wan me&them tgt&you can still go out with them .
but i'm not going to .
i wont close with them because you wants it .
no!
haiishh,
i cant say anything,
i cant le, forever cant .
3weeks without you, how long more do you wan to enjoy?
i'm afriad, i dont know when i'll give up on everything here .
WHY CANT I BE COMPAIRED WITH YOUR FRIENDS?
WHY?
haiishh,
i'm lost now .
mayb being alone is what i'm born to have .
find a better someone who can give you what you wan,
give you all your friend,
give you all your happy&ENJOYABLE life .
I CAN'T

Ramdom

YTakecare, i'm left with nothing*-

2009-05-24T05:34:00.003+08:00

FCUK it`!

IHATEYOU!

IHATEALL!

IHATEGIRLS!

IHATEHER!

IHATEMYLIFE!

IHATEWHATYOUDID!

Why everyone's left-ing me out!?

why must you leave me all alone!?

2009-05-23T11:08:00.005+08:00

I've Loss Everything Now!

All Gone!!!

imissyou`
really do .
i dont know what cant i do now .
everythings seems to appearing non-stop in my mind .
i cant let go, cant forget .
you already have ur bunch of friends already ,
i know you no longer needs me to stay .
but i really can just let go&leave .
i'm so jealous of all ur friends .
all of them can play,happy with you .
but i just cant .
i'm really lost .
i'm just over sensetive only .
&i know i care alot now,
i know i ask alot .
but sorry .
i know i'm no one that can control you now .
sorry .
i tried to dont think, i tried to be happy .
but i cant .
mayb friend are what you need .
but you're just what i need&what i want .
i know it's imposssible for you to return to me .
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
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Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
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Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

I'm Leaving Everything Behind Soon*-

2009-05-19T01:39:00.004+08:00

I MISS THEM SO MUCH ='(

haiishh,

I'M MISS HIM&LUCKY='(

wondering what are they doing .

dont know if they're happy anot .
i know mayb he's real happy now,
with his carefree life .
but i'm not!

YI REALLY CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU*-

2009-05-18T21:01:00.008+08:00

THIS SONG IS FOR YOU`
imissyou

List 7 friends that you going to pass down this survey to :
➩ 1) CHAN LI TING
➩ 2) Laifeng .
➩ 3) Annie .
➩ 4) Minyou .
➩ 5) Joey .
➩ 6) Clynston .
➩ 7) Ahhuang .
8) Whats 1 related to you ?
♥ She say's she love me =x
9) Whats 3 and 7 related ?
Not related at all .
10) Does 2 and 3 know each other ?
Yes,
11) Say something about 6 ?
He's someoe who was really close with me, Last Time=x
12) 7 male or female ?
Male ;D
13) Pick out 3 out of that 7 ?
Liting, Laifeng, Clynston
14) Say something abt the 3 u have pick ?
Liting is a good friend of mine;D
Laifeng is my sis!
Clynston is a close frind of mine, when i'm in primary?=x .
15) Are they blogger also ?
Yes
16) What 1 school ?
FTPSS
17) Does 2 have a boyf ?
no ba?
18) Hw old is 3 ?
17?
19) U get along with 4 ?
Yes, quite well
20) Whats 5 doing ?
idk=x
21) What 6 fav color ?
umm... idk too=x
22) Does 7 have a pet ?
no barhh
23) Do you love 5 ?
yea
24) Does 5 love 7 ?
no?

End of survey , tag them and forward the survey to ur 7 of frens ;D
__________________________________________________________

it had been weeks without you .
i really dont know what to do now .
i miss you so much .
but you doesnt even seems to care .
this few weeks,
had been crying my heart out .
&you're outside playing, enjoying yourself .
what else can i do now?
why dont ue teach me?
1year 10months,
gone .
just gone like this&
I'M LEFT WITH NOTHING NOW
takecare barhhs .

I'LL REMEMBER ALL THIS ='(

2009-05-06T01:50:00.003+08:00

baby,
is something happening soon?...
but just wan to tell ue,
ILOVEYOUY

2009-04-23T02:29:00.005+08:00

hello`
here to post .
umm...
talking to baby on th-phone now .
haha.
gotta go to bed soon soon soon .
after i've finish posting,
i'm going to bed .
;D
was play SA just now .
after SA,
went to bath .
after finish bathing .
back to phone with baby .
&looking through xiaxue.blogspot .
&now blogging here .
=)
umm...
pictures of Kbox coming up .
which is like...
Dont know when .
forgotten already .
not very long ago ba?
few weeks ago? i think

PICTURES

this cute litttle lucky, sleeping on my bag=)

YLimjinyu, iloveyou*-

2009-04-22T02:02:00.001+08:00

Hello`
going to bed now .
if not baby's gonna nag again
;D
mayb posting tml .
GOODNIGHT

YLaisingLOVEJinyu*-

2009-04-09T02:35:00.003+08:00

Hello`
actually there's nothing much for me to say .
um...
ytd morning,
baby came over to my house .
cooked maggie mee for him w/2egg
which is like not even half cooked .
baby says it's nice when th-egg is still quite raw .
????
Lols
than around 3.30 .
went back s'goon .
aited for yiling at 146 .
than suddenly xy shout my name .
scare me sia,
Hahaa,
after about 15mins,
xy left .
than 3of us go buy things .
i bought red tea ice-bland .
but too bad ,
i did not add jelly .
used to drink red tea ice-bland + jelly
when i'm like pri6?
Ha...
just stop playing my SA .
getting bored of dying .
playing with those PROs??
now i'm waiting for baby to call .
=)

Pictures Coming Up Next! ;D

Lucky's so cute right? =)

haha, ilovehim^^^

YLimJinYu, You're Mine Forever*-

2009-03-24T03:28:00.002+08:00

Did this due to boredom .

1. Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
- Cheek & forehead

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Dissapointed

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
- Forget already

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- Yes

5. Would you ever donate blood?
- Maybe?

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- Yea

7. Do you want someone dead?
- Yes! ALOT!!!

8. What does your last text message say?
- I love you . I got tell u i every time dream of what jiu shock till wake up ma?

9. What are you thinking of right now?
- Baby faster call me

10. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
- Yes! baby

11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
- 2plus

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- IDK?

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
- Yes! baby

14. Who was the last person to text you?
- Baby

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ!
1. Liting
2. Penny
3. Vivian
4. Aiqi
5. Cindy
6. Sylvia
7. Laifeng
8. Annie
9. Marie
10. Xueying

15. Who is 2 having a relationship with?
- Nobody.

16. Is 3 a male or a female?
- Female.

17. If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
- Okok lor

18. What is Number 1 studying about?
- ???

20. Is Number 4 single?
- Mayb?

21. Say something about Number 5.
- She's sweet ;D

22. What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
- Still ok

23. Describe Number 9?
- ...

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
- They wont

25: Do you like Number 8?
- okok norhhs . but had some conflicts before

2009-03-24T02:21:00.005+08:00

hellos`

didnt post for a long time .
=)
not in th-mood of using com .
so...
umm...
this afternoon had a "WAR" with baby .
=x
than show-ed my !@#&*$% attitude until...
5plus?
i think .
sorry .
went to Bbcourt meet baby&co.
baby played basketball till about 8plus
than went to 143 sitsit .
9like that all left .
include me&baby .
went home with him .
than 9.30 like that.
me&korkor go dabao .
after eating .
watch tv awhile .
than baby send me down stairs .
end here lerr .
buhhbye .

Random pictures coming up . ;D

YBaby,i'm so sorry*-

2009-03-11T00:53:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME!;D
thanks baby&yiling,
iloveyou

Pictures Of The Day

That's th-cake that baby&yiling bought . =)Baby, iloveyou=)
Forgotten When I took Those

YbabyiloveyouWow-So-Much*-

2009-03-08T01:05:00.003+08:00

hi all,
=)
today was a boring day instead .
umm...
went to seng siong to meet up with baby&his mum&uncle .
than walk walk there awhile .
haiishh,
baby top-ed up his pre-paid .
somehow,
i dont feel really happy about it .
dont know who's next or when
girls started to get in contact with him .
haiishh .
than me&baby walk back home
while his mum&uncle went shop&save there .
reached baby's house .
than blah blah blah...
**nothing to say about**
baby wanted to go play basketball .
after he bath finish,
look out for window*than very dark ler .
he asked me to go otside see if it's raining or not .
at first it's not raining yet .
when baby wan leave th-house that time .
it started to rain .
than we went basketball court there .
meeted yiling at vending ,
than after than, at there sitsit slackslack .
than beelay&joey came .
until th-rain stops .
baby go play basketball .
after that around 7+ actually going 123 .
but walk until bus stop .
baby say wan go home eat.
than me&baby jiu go home le .
after eating,
baby go bath than play psp .
than pei-ed baby for awhile
than home-ed .
reached home,
ordered Pizza,
Viva Orleans Chicken&Super Hawaiian .
than eat hao,
sit ther do nothing .
cos i'm FULL....
than now here to post .
end here le barhh .
Baby, do you remember what you've promissed?
haiishh .

YBrokenPromisses*-

2009-03-05T01:42:00.004+08:00

hello`

today actually going to school de .

but,

after sis&mum went out .

iie falls back to sleep .

didnt mean it de .

hahaas .

woke up at around 1 .

saw 13baby's miss call .

msg-ed him .

and he call-ed .

after he hanged up .

went to on th-heater,

eat th-"Pao" mummy bought .

than bath .

left house at 2plus

baby told my to go 144 as iie can contact him cos his phone no$$ .

reached 144, didnt saw anyone .

so msg him again .

yiling reply-ed .

&say at her house downstairs .

suddenly forget which block she stays at .

asked her .

&walked there .

sited there slack slack .

than suddenly " Xia Tai Yang Yu "

after th-rain stopped .

walked to 123

liangsoon was there

than at there sitsit .

8plus me&baby went home . (his house)

Lols

eat &after eating baby go sleep awhile .

than around 10.15 .

baby use bike zai me go bus stop there .

than he go back to 123 find them .

Lols .

I TOOK THE WRONG BUS !

cause iie didnt wear my contact lenses .

cant see clearly .

took 109 for one stop&alight .

waited for my bus .

took bus854,

and home-ed .

and reached home,

watched dont know what hk show with sis .

and now talking to baby .

ok,

end here ler .

buhhbyeeeeeeeeee!

Yilove`mydearJinyu*-

2009-03-01T02:11:00.005+08:00

Hello`
umm...
nothing much to say actually .
just post some pic will do .
=)
Very Random Pictures

Those 2pic are taken at HortPark

&it's my DearBoy, Babyiloveyou

Y&ilovedear*-

2009-02-23T02:30:00.002+08:00

Sorry,
iie know i'm stubborn .
sorry .
how iie wish iie could control&dont cry .
iie already know ue dont like lerr,
iie still do .
sorry .
really
iie just dont wan other ppl to come into us again .
sorry .
iie know i'm selfish,
i'll get jealous very easily .
sorry .
i'll try not to next time .
sorry .
no matter what happens .
rmb still gortt miie .
ok?
;D
iloveyou

Yi'm so sorry*-

2009-02-21T23:53:00.000+08:00

GO TO HELL MAN!!
_l_PRISSILIA

2009-02-20T13:23:00.003+08:00

Hello`
im at home not with baby.
his sleeping .
;D
hahaas .
umm...
nothing to do so came to post .
&those lifeless spammers .
parent gives you name &you dont wan to be proud of it .
why hide it?
too ugly or is it too bueatifu to show??
Lols .
buhhbye...

&here's some Ranbom Pics again .

Those Are Th-Keychains That I Bought

for V.day =)

YBaby, iloveyou*-

2009-02-18T00:13:00.000+08:00

i couldn't control....

2009-02-11T00:50:00.005+08:00

back to post,
i've been not very happy this few weeks .
just because of that
_l_-ing P********!
how iie wish you could die one of these days`!!
_l_you!
LET ME TELL YOU,
IF HIS GONE,
YOU DONT EVEN THINK OF HAVING HIM
BY YOUR SIDE OK!
KNOW WHY?
CAUSE IF I LOSS HIM,
YOU DONT THINK OF HAVING HIM TOO !
**I SERIOUSLY MEAN IT OK!**
_l_
DONT BELIEVE?
WAIT&SEE!!!

Random Pics

YBaby,iloveyou, others,FCUKOFF*-

2009-01-31T02:34:00.009+08:00

i've no mood to post anything about my dayily life now .
only one thing iie wan to say and need to say .
PRICILLA,
CAN YOU PLEASE STOP PESTERING MY BF?
STOP CALLING HIM
&WHAT-SO-EVER SHIT YOU TRYING TO DO .
DO YOU KNOW YOU'RE VERY FAN TO ME&TO HIM?
DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU PISSES HIM&ME OFF!!!?
so please, STOP IT!
*kneel down beg you** =.-WTF?

Random Pic

YLaisinqq, is Goldfish's Laopo;D*-

2009-01-24T05:57:00.004+08:00

HappyBirthday!

baby;D

YYY

2009-01-19T14:52:00.005+08:00

Hello`
i'm back!
;D
nortt very free now adays .
school reopen lerr .
now in school always with
vivian, jessie,lavin,april .
but april always didnt come . =x
tat day go bowling .
damn funny .
....
bowling was kinda difficult .
guess wadd?
afetr we reached school .
go for a talk .
than dismiss .
IMPORTANT PART!!!!!
was planning to wait for LOKLAIFENG dismiss der.
standing at foyer .
suddenly!
I SAW BABY&LIANGSOON OUTSIDE MY SCHOOL!
didnt say anything to vivian,
just half running&half saying,
MY, My, My....
Lols`
hahaas .
so happy .
iie though he wont come norhhs .
he said they find more than 1hour for maii school .
;D
BABY,ILOVEYOU!!!
And

RANDOM PICTURES

Ybabbyyluohan is goldfish's*-

2009-01-01T23:44:00.004+08:00

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE!
First Day Tomorrow`!!

RANDOM PICTURES

BABY COOK DE ^^

AT THE WEDDING DINNER

LUCKY AFTER BATHING

LUCKY IS CUTE! ;D

YLaisinqq is Jinyu's*-

2008-12-17T05:36:00.003+08:00

16 Dec`
nothing much to say today .
hahaas,

*************************
17 Dec`
th-time now is 5.42am
baby said his coming over der .
but iie think he fall asleep lerr barhhs.
=x
hahaa
ummm...
&there's some random pictures
iie have .
end here lerr bahhs .
see if there's anything for miie to post later on,
when iie met baby they all .

=)

THOSE PICTURES

YLimJinYu is mine, &i'm he's*-

2008-12-14T22:44:00.006+08:00

Random Picture

Yilovejinyu*-

2008-12-11T14:31:00.002+08:00

heart breaking .
='(
it keep appearring in my mind!
IHATEIT!!!
haiishh,
sorry .

2008-12-10T04:46:00.005+08:00

JOAN

I HATE YOU!

FCUK OFF

&DIE LA!

i hate you to th-fucking core la!!!

i'm praying very hard

praying hard that you

SAW THIS POST!

Cheapo`!

BLOODY CHEAPO

2008-12-07T09:58:00.006+08:00

LaiSing_LOVE_JinYuYLaiSing_LOVE_JinYu

2008-12-02T21:32:00.002+08:00

today didnt go out .
in th-morning,
had a
BIG BIG BIG QUARREL WITH BABY!
='(
haiishh .
Baby, SORRY .
SORRY

YBaby,sorry sorry sorry*-

2008-12-01T07:09:00.007+08:00

29Nov`
didnt sleep.
waiting to go baby's house actually .
but baby fall asleep .
around 6++ 7,
mummy woke up&uncle
went down eat with them,
than they keep nagging miie,
say want haohao eat one time with miie also very difficult .
than they ask miie go tampines with them&jiejie .
starting iie say dont want der,
cos wan go meet baby.
but baby's sleeping PLUS mummy keep nagging.
than iie say ok .
went up home,
woke jiejie up,
iie bath,
prepair all that .
than still need wait for that fcuking china couple .
rent room der.
so damn long norhhs .
still bring so much things
it's like more than 2oboxes norhhs .
OMG`!
wondering how they sleep .
=x
hahaa
than cab-ed to TM .
reached ther abt 12 like tat .
than miie&jiejie,
mummy&uncle walk diff way .
mummy&uncle go th-AIA dont know do wadd .
than miie&jiejie go walkwalk first .
iie was at there finding maii 7-11 cheese hotdog norhhs .
but fcuk,
those-7-11 there nortt good der.
ALSO DONT HAVE .
arqqq!!
lols
than miie&jiejie saw hoodies&wan buy .
called mummy,
but she didnt pick up .
so we decided to come back with mummy later on .
than meet till mummy liao,
jiu go th-"TAN TAI FENG"(iie think so)
go eat,
th-"xiao long bao"& jiejie wan eat th"dan chao fan"
th-hot and sour soup,
damn nice .
;D
than after eating,
go walk walk awhile,
than iie wan eat ice-cream .
than we go buy ice-cream eat .
bought shoes&hoodies&bagua .
=x
after that when meet baby,soon&junxiang .
headed to J8,
went arcade,food cout to eat,
&costomize something i've been yearning for .
very long ago,
hahaaa!
than jiu head back s'goon lerr .
slack slack awhile than go home lerr .

30Nov`
actually meeting baby in th-morning .
but iie fall asleep .
than sleep till 4++ 5,
faster wake up&rush to baby's house .
than played with lucky .
;D
he very cute der hohh!
dont play play .
=x
Lols .
than miie,baby&soon .
went J8 again
at around 7.15?
think so .

than reached J8,
go get OurRinggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhh!
so happy larhhs!
lols
Abit Sot Over That Ring=x
hahaaa.
than went back s'goon .
went 123 .
yiling called&she came down.
after that
yuhuan&co.
came too .
than slack awhile than jiu go liao .
than 11++ miie&baby went home .
;D
talking to baby from 11++ till now .
BABYILOVEYOU``
baby's coming over now
=)
okok,
stop here barhhs .
buhhbye .
ohh`

&PICTURES COMING UP;D

YBabyiloveyou*-

2008-11-27T05:38:00.005+08:00

26Nov`

baby&soon came again .

than soon so funny norhh,

he say he nortt sleepy,

than say wan watch movie

than he on mirror .

watch nortt until 10min .

his lappy's screen saver "POP" out .

than he still at th-same position .

than iie laugh .

iie tell baby,

"ue see, he fall asleep liao"

baby jiu call soon,

&say,

"WA, ur mirror is Acer Computer ar?"

soon open his eyes than look at us...

stan for awhile,

&laugh .

hahahahaa

than soon jiu say he dont wan watch le .

he jiu sleep lerr .

than miie&baby watch .

than after awhile,

miie&baby also sleep lerr .

sleep until 5++ 6 than wake up

CAUSE WE'RE DAMN SUPER TIRED LA!

after that went s'goon ,

soon go home take $$,

than went 147,

soon dabao chicken chop rice ,

than saw "PPL" there .

than blahblahh..

after dabao-ing,

went 123 sitsit,

than soon play maple again.

=.-

lols .

than 8++ yiling&yiping came .

than 9++ 10 junxiang came too .

he return-ed baby's PSP,

than baby sit there play for awhile .

than jiu went home w/baby lerr .

reached baby's house he play PSP awhile,

than go eat baby's mama cooking .

NICE;D

hahahaa .

than 1++ iie sleep beside baby .

than 3++ 4,

baby wake miie upp&say,

"hui jia liao"(go home liao)

than iie drag time awhile,

than baby peii miie go downstairs take cab

baby lin yu help miie see gortt cab anortt .

so SWEET uhh .

Lols .

babyiloveyou`!

reached home around 4.45am like tat .

than make ICE-MILO .

&eat one Granlo Bar`Chunky Chocolate =)

so super nice!

talking to baby on th-phone .

baby's work later.(27/11/2008)

hahaas .

YLaising Love Jinyu*-

2008-11-26T05:42:00.004+08:00

25Nov`

Baby&soon came maii house in th-morning .

;DDDD

cooked maggie mee for them .

than soon using com outside .

miie&baby inside room sleep .

umm...

than Blah blah blah....

5++ 6 when back s'goon 147 eat,

meeted yiling there,

than after tat go 123 sitsit,

soon play maple with his lap top .

than blahblahblah``

so lazy to type out lurhh .

11.30 like tat,

baby peii miie go bus stop .

than take photo .

HERE'S OUR PICTURE;D

EDITEDNON-EDITED

YBaby, we'll last forever?*-

2008-11-25T02:47:00.004+08:00

24Nov.
around 7++ 8 in th-morning,
baby came maii house .
than...
( lazy to type so much =x )
wahahaa,
than afternoon,
went sim lim w/soon&baby .
Baby,ILOVEYOU

PICTURE OF TH-DAY`

EDITED

Non-EDITED

YBaby, ineedyou more than before*-

2008-11-24T01:03:00.005+08:00

HERE'S THE PICTURES

LimJinYu, iloveyouYBabbyyluohanLOVEGoldfish*-

2008-11-23T22:58:00.002+08:00

LIMJINYU`!
I PROMISS YOU THIS WOULD
BE TH-LAST TIME .
ILOVEYOU .
I SWEAR MY LOVE FOR YOU IS STILL THERE .
&MORE THAN TH-PAST!
BABY ILOVEYOU .
posting up pic when iie get home ;D

YLimJinYu, YOU'RE MINE*-

2008-11-23T04:05:00.002+08:00

LIMJINYU`!

ILOVEYOU`!

;DDDDDD

LOKLAISINGYLIMJINYU

2008-11-23T01:31:00.009+08:00

&ILOVEYOU!
uYniJmiL
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

SOME RANBOM PICTUREIMISSLUCKY

MOMO`! x-33

YLimJinYu ILOVEYOU*-

2008-11-15T02:39:00.002+08:00

NEW EDITED PICTURE

2008-11-12T00:12:00.004+08:00

OK!

Here's 2 "NEW" Gan!

As They Are very

BUAY PAI SEH!

hahahaaha .

very proud to see it here hoh!

gan`Nuers =)

YBabayyluohan LOVE gans*-

2008-11-11T20:18:00.004+08:00

1. Do you have secrets?
- yea, ofcause .
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
- depands
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
- sometimes barhhs
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- giv mama&papa abit, than see wadd can iie do with th-rest norhhs
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- umm... mayb? mayb not? who knows?
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- being loved
7. List out your 15 favourite songs:
- __you
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- sad, &cry, without doing anything
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
- umm... hugging him in my arms&being in his arms='(
10. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- umm... i'm not very sure =x
11.Who is currently the most important people to you?
- mama,jiejie &MrLimJinYu but he had left='(
12.What is the most important thing in life?
- things? MONEY$$$$
13.Single or attached? With who?
- Single, with nobody
14.What is your favourite colour?
- green, purple, black&depands
15. Would you give all in a relationship?
- depands it's with who
16.Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- last time i wont, but now i've learned how to forgive&forget
17.What do you want to tell the someone you like?
- LJY, iloveyou!
18.5 people I have tagged:
- didnt tag anyone, gonna tag, yuhuan,joey,annie,laifeng,jane =)

************************************************************

finish-ed th-"EXAM"
tat liting say .
hahahas.
haiishh,
Fcuk-ed up today .
one thing iie wanna tell ue .

EH GIRL!

IHATEYOU!

ALTHOUGH I STILL TALKS TO YOU!

(**remarks**)

"SHE" buay kiia lang dulan der .

play play play .

_l_ _l_ _l_

Do You Think I Gives A DAMN!?

weather u're older than miie anot?

IHATEYOULA,

Ass-hole!

2008-11-02T00:19:00.003+08:00

1. The person who tagged you was ?
- Joanna
2.Your relationship with her is ?
- muackksmuackks
3.Your 5 impressions of her ?
- Siaosiao
Mad
Emo at times
Play like 3year old kiddo
Muacks-able ;D
4.The most memorable thing she has done for you ?
- umm...
5.The most memorable things she said to you ?
- forget lerr
6.If she becomes your lover, you will ?
- no, IONLYLOVE`MrLimJinYu ;D
7.If she becomes your lover, she will need improvements on ?
- ???
8.If she become your enemy, you will ?
- no barhhs .
9.Repeat the questions above ?
- huhhh???
10.What do you want to tell her now ?
- dont evertime cry because VFJJ
11.Your overall impression on her ?.
- umm... go findout urself .
12.How do you think people will feel around you ?
- idk?
13.The characters you love yourself are ?
- nothing
14.On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ?
- Cry very easliy,
15.The most ideal person I want to be is ?
- umm...
16.For people that care and love you, say something to them .
- thankks all
17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you .
- 1.Laifeng
2.Penny
3.Liting
4.Xueying
5.Tiffany
6.Sylvia
7.Yuhuan
8.Joey
9.Joanna
10.Cindy
18.Who is no.6 having relationship with ?
- Yiwen*if i'm not wrong
19.Is no.9 male/female ?
- Female
20.If no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing ?
- Nope . They dont even know each other
21.What is no.2 studying about ?
- idk?
22.When was the last time you chat with no.3 ?
- few days ago
23.What kind of music does no.8 like ?
- idk?
24.Does no.1 has any siblings ?
- yes, ME!!
25.Will you woo no.3 ?
- nahh,
26.How about no.7 ?
- no
27.Is no.4 single ?
- no
28.What is the surname of no.5 ?
- Chor
29.What is no.1 hobby ?
- talk to her hairyyyy
30.Where is no.2 studying at ?
- First TPY Secondary School
31.Talk something about no.1 ?
- ummm...
32.Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 ?
- No
33.Where does no.9 live ?
- Hougang
34.What colour does no.4 like ?
- idk?
35.Are no.1 and no.5 bestfriends ?
- No
36.Does no.1 have any pets ?
- no, hav MoMo in th-past . =(
37.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world ?
- lols
38.What is no.10 doing now ?
- idk?
****************************************
woooh!
finished
haiishh,
he went chalet ytd .
iie knew that things would happen der .
he dont even care to call miie,
msg miie
AT ALL!!!
@!*$%#$#&!!!!!
haiishh,
cried ytd&today,
iie just feel so left out,
everyone had been treating miie this way .
why??
haiishh .
mayb it's maii life barhh .
mayb maii life turns out tobe this way barhhs .
haiishh .
how iie wish th-him is th-one tat iie first knew .
but,
forget it .
seriously, i'm used to being alone lerr barhhs .

YLAISING`BABBYYLUOHAN*-

AM BREAKING DOWN SOON`!

2008-10-22T01:23:00.005+08:00

haiishh,

suddenly gortt th-feeling,

TEARS ARE COMMING DOWN SOON!

haiishh,

iie dont know wadd happened,

really dont know .

tried not to care,

not to think so much,

tried not to think !

but iie cant!

REALLY CAN'T!

seriously,

i'm breaking down soon .

very very soon!

='(

why just wont ppl get it .

ya, i'm a cry baby,

iie know .

but wadd can iie do ?

iie can do nothing but only cry .

other than cry, wadd can iie do?

ue say iie crybaby der?

haiishh .

suan liao .

anyway, i'll try to forget ue!

I SWEAR!

ok ?

=''''''''''''''''''''(

&yeah,

I'm Tired Of TRYING

So Sick Of CRYING

Yeahh, I'm SMILING

BUT Inside I'm DYING

YLimJinYu, iswear,i'll leave*-

2008-10-21T16:58:00.003+08:00

um...

haiishh,

nothing much to say actually .

okkayys,

some pics that i've edited .

buhhbye .

YLimJinYu, ineedyoualotalot*-

2008-10-14T22:02:00.000+08:00

today, woke up at 2plus
stayed at ome th-whole day .
3plus like that,
jiejie&her friend came .
watched 4BIA .
around 6like that they went back .
than used com till now,
asked jie help miie change blogskin
&all .
end here barhh,
seems to be a boring day today . =)
buhhbye .

TH-RANBOM PICTURES

YLimJinYu, ineedyou*-

2008-10-12T02:46:00.000+08:00

haiishh`

everything has ended ler .

mayb letting him go makes him happier?

LimJinYu!

Find Your Happiness Ok?

iloveyou Y

*****************************************

today went mall with liting&penny`nuers .
bought maii barbell&holo-pin,
&headed to green there mit francis,
after getting maii tongue pierced,
&suddenly fainted
**dont know why, as iie everytime like this der**
francis says iie gave him an heart-attack . =x
after that meeted shaobin`Baobei,Jackie & aiqi .
than actually wan go walk walk der .
but jackie&baobeii paiiseh us .
so went to penny's house .
around 1 like tat, went to clyns hnouse outside
he was at there keep disturb miie norhh .
cos iie couldn't talk properly .
hahahahas,
bully-ed him .
&than cab-ed home with aiqi&liting .
&than now i'm home posting . =)

POSTING UP RANBOM PICTURES LATER

2008-09-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

haiishh`
baby, have been treating miie
VERY VERY VERY COLD
this few day .
&iie don't know why .
='(
what's happening between us?
don't so cold to miie liao can mar?
msg-ed ue,
&ther's no reply .
why?
haiishh`
everything like tat ue do very hurtful to miie,
ue know?
*****************************
now at home doiin nothing,
waiting for baby to msg miie .
just now tired to cook baby's fav egg,
th-scramble egg .
but...
he didnt reply miie
So, iie left it there
&mummy ate it .
okkayys,
think i'll just end here barhhs .

Y&Baby,

maybe it's ending soon lerr*-

2008-09-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

Baby!
iie love you so much la!
baby's having his N' lerr .
haiishh,
good luck with ur exams biie.
good luck to those who are having N' too .
=)
.................................
today was fine with baby,
no QUARRELS .
=)
i'm so th-happy can!?
hahaaas`
but,
baby almost late this morning
due to iie wake him up late
=(
sorry baby .
umm...
baby's having another paper tml .
must wake up at 8 to wake him up!!!
=)

YBaby, don't ever leave miie again*-

2008-08-27T00:20:00.000+08:00

&Here's th-pics =)

lucky's sleeping, cute hohh?

this is th-look he gave miie when i'm eating,

he wants to eat too! =)

&this is th-look he give when iie don't wan give

him eat ;D

so cute uhh!

this is wadd iie used to do,

when i'm bored at baby's house .

&iie said i'll pos if iie have th-time .

&now iie have it .

hhahas

lols!

on th-phone with baby now,

don't know wadd his doiin lehh??

lols,

umm...

will post tml or other time.

Y&Baby, i do love you*-

2008-08-26T19:45:00.000+08:00

hello`
i'm at baby's house right nmow.
i'm feeling kindda BORED .
=.-
ummm...
Hopefully no quarrels today barhhs.
i'll post when iie gets home .
&provided iie have th-timeto .
so piics will be uploadedlater .
mayb???

YBaby, iie just wanna be with you*-

2008-08-17T04:27:00.000+08:00

baby, iloveyou!
today was sleeping till 12plus,
than waied for baby's call,
but he didn't call miie earlier =(
he called miie at around 3plus .
so sad .
thought he was sleep but, think his nortt barhh .
when iie reach his house,
liangsoon&yiling was already there .
wanted to ask him wadd time he woke up der .
but didn't ask,
scared gortt wu hui&quarrel again .
tat's why didn't ask .
umm...
than yiling&liangsoon left at about 7plus,
baby was playing cabal all th-times . =(
than iie sit there like a fool doing nothing!
lols!
;D
when baby's mum came back,
she bath lucky,
iie helped lucky to dry his fur .
his so cute!
**Auntie say lucky looks gongong der**
hahaaas!
after drying lucky, sitsit awhile .
than baby, peii miie go downstair .
Lucky was there too ;D
reached home at about 3 .
talking to baby,
&cabaling too .

Y baby, hold me tight like before*-

2008-07-26T21:00:00.000+08:00

haiishh,
iie really don't lnow wadd happened to ue?
really no idea .
who can tell miie?

imissyou-somuch!
but,
ue don't seems to care aniimore,
ue told miie you go find friend?
but iie as a gf ask you things also can't mehh?
haiishh,
nvm .
it seems like....
ue had someone ler?
but, it's only maii feeling only .
mayb ue still don't know miie tat well after tat LONG time being tgt .
haiishh .
just wan ue to know,
u're really a changed ue .
=(
ue hurt miie when ue say
"I LIKE NEED TO REPORT EVERYTHING LIKE TAT"
ue know?
after seeing tat msg,
iie cried,
ue know? ue won't know der .
mayb this is maii life barhhs .
seriously, iie really don't know wadd ue doiin .
hope one day ue will realise,
YOU NEED ME?
iloveyou

Y no matter how much it hurts,

i'll stay strong&try to hold on to it*-

2008-07-23T16:20:00.000+08:00

baby,

i'm sorry kayys?

no more quarrels ok?

iloveyou

here's some piics iie edited when i'm

Sooooooooooo Boredddddddd

YBaby, iloveyou*-
LimJinYu` you're mine!

2008-07-22T17:30:00.000+08:00

my dear`
i'm sorry .

haiishh,
this fews days keep finding momo,
didn't mit ue .
i'm sorry
haiishh
mayb ue don't mind at all,
but iie mind .
baby, imissyousomuch!
=(

deardear, no matter wadd,
don't let this relationship end ok?
iie seriously need you alot alot .
woaiinii,

YLimJinYu,

my love for you will nvr end*-

2008-07-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

haiishh,
momo, imissyou badly!
where are you?
now,
iie don't even know how is he lerr,
is it tat someone brought him home?
or his still outside liu lang?
did he eat? sleep well?
momo, come back ok?
can ppl plz, if saw him just give us a call&let us know how is he lerr,
or is he at ur house?
we want him back.

Momo, faster come back than
i'll bring ue go find lucky ok?
bring ue go gaiigaiii everyday,
ue don't wan ue piglet lerr mar?
we wash cleanclean wait for ue come back lerr
momo, iloveyou!

YMomo, i'll not give up any hope finding you!Y

we're waiting for you ='(

2008-06-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

baby,
iloveyou!

limjinyu, thanks for what you have given in

&today is when it happens,

050707 8.25am

laising Y jinyu

so happy la!

lols,

ummm...

today was at baby's house from 4plus to night,

**iie think so

baby, iloveyouto-thcore!

Limjinyu, don't ever leave again ok?

2008-06-22T00:12:00.000+08:00

today i'm soooooo guaii,
woke up at around 2++,
wanted to wait for mummy come backk der,
but she very late than come back,
miie&sis went downstairs to buy lunch&some other thing,
it totally cost us abt 18?
OMG!
ummm...
tat stayed at home watch tv&had lunch
7plus 8 like tat went compass to get maii spects done,
haiishh.
didn't mit "Baby" today,
kindda miss him norhhs,
talked on phone with him almost the whole day .
;D
hahaas.
just had maii KFC delivery,
on the phone with "Baby" now also,
but justt kap-ed,
cos of a fcukinqq service tat will auto kap after 1hour!
=(
ummm...
think "Baby's" busy training his cabal again barhhs,
thank he would call back later ,
gtg lerr, sis keep kp-ing miie lerr .
buhhhhbye.........
go wait for "baby" to call backk xP

&limjinyu`iloveyouY

2008-06-21T04:49:00.000+08:00

hello hello!
back to posting after soooooo longgggg!
;D

ummm...
56mins ago just reached home from "HIS" house
haiishh,
ohh`
so now the "SOMEONE" steaded with L.S,
but still,
Don't like her lurhhh!
baby, i'll be waiting for you !
now on the phone with "Baby"
his training his cabal again,
=(
his sooooooo tired norhhs
everytime train&nvr sleep
**heart painnnnnnnnnn**
he seems to change towards miie norhhs,
nortt the old him lerrr,
aniiway,
nth to post also,
now adays went "baby" house only norhh,
his leg injured!
='(
ummmmm...
iie think i'll stop here barhhs.
go talk to him lerr,
buhhhbyeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

&limjinyu iloveyouY

2008-05-27T01:26:00.000+08:00

today when meet "baby",
haiishh`
today abit sadsad because of 3things norhhs,
FIRST THING:
"baby" starting was sitting with miie,
& when "Someone" came,
"baby" asked miie weather can go sit with "Someone" awhile,
than iie like abit don't wan narhhs,
but iie can't control him tat much,
his nortt maii bf anymore,
so iie told him,
ue wan go than go norhhs.
"baby" sit there quite long norhh,
than iie wan all alone,
than Khim sit down &rest in front of miie,
than he chat with miie for awhile than go back play his basketball lerr,
than"baby",liangsoon,khim &some others play match,
inside miie i'm thinking already,
later after their match,
"baby" will surely go sit with tat "Someone".
after thier match,
finnally my prediction was right,
he went to "Someone"
I HATE IT norhh!
everytime tat "Someone" come,
he'll leave miie all alone like nobody's business norhhs,
haiishh,
Sad norhhs,
SECOND THING:
tat time "baby" told miie C.H save "Someone" contact as BABY2,
than iie was ok at first,
though he would change,
but in the end he didn't,
tat time almost quarrel because of this thing,
asked him why he don't wan change he say he forget,
than iie was so like having so many confidace in him,
tat he will sure change,
but,
today saw tat "Someone" msg him,
&the contact name was still BABY2!
iie was so dissapointted.
but wadd can iie do?
haiishh.
THIRD THING:
than on the way back with "baby"for dinner with "baby's" mum,
on the whole jourey walking there,
he was msging with "Someone" !
So Fucking Angry!
but can do nothing,
&silently watching him msg with "Someone",
haiishh,
he asked miie nortt to msg with other boys,
&iie did,
iie didn't contact guy already norhhs,
also don't know wadd they msg-ing norhhs,
also don't dare to go ask him,
haiishh,
tat "Someone" send wadd don't disturb "baby" liao,
but in the end!?
keep msg msg &msg!
soooooooooooooo damn angry!

IHATE"SOMEONE"!

though today will be a happy day with "baby"
but?
all because of tat IDIOT "SOMEONE"!
Spold My Mood!
ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY LAAAAAAA!
hope "baby" will be back to miie,

"Someone",

damn fucking hate you ok,

when oneday iie really goiin crazy,

&you'll see!

HE HAD APPROVED ME FROM CALLING HIM BABY OK!

FCUK YOU BITCH!

2008-05-26T13:27:00.000+08:00

"Baby" edit der, iwanthimback!

hello hello`

sooooooo longggggg didn't post lerr,

nortt very free ,

ummm......

now adays is everyday go out ton norhhs,

so tired!

but it's ok narhhs,

when "baby" house ton,

help him play cabal,

but don't know why lehh,

he train so fast skill lvl,

than iie train so slow der?? ?.?

don't know why,

iie keep telling him rubbish,

iie tell him coz his bro's lap top don't like miie,

tat's why so slow!

lol!

ummmm...

ytd didn't go peii him,

due to i'm fucking tired,

till now didn't see him,

kindda miss him norhhs,

haiishh,

later goiin find him,

YEAHHHHHHH!

imisshim larhhs!

later come back than post again if iie free norhhs,

iie go eat mama's cooking lerr.

byebye!

2008-04-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

woaini Y

long time didn't blog ler,
now adays very less use com&plus i'm lazy!
meeted "Baby" everyday! ;D
i'll die if 1day w/o seeing him,
will miss him till the core la!
ilovehim!
"Baby" if iie wan ue delete?
will ue?
iie just need those to proof THEIR nothing to ue except FRIEND,
really` i'm scared
`seriouly

but,
"Baby" no matter wadd happens,
i'll be there for ue,
iie know iie everytime make ue angry,
iie nortt gu yii der,
really`

I don't wanna be her replacement!*-

2008-03-31T04:42:00.000+08:00

haiishh .

limjinyu!

ue really love her mar?

haiishh .

iie really do need ue alot .

ue know?

***sobsob***

cryinqq almost everyday!

just because ue went away with other girls .

ue hurt miie deeper each time,

YOU KNOW?

now,

the only thinqq iie can do is just to

wait wait wait

&still wait

iloveyou

14days of waitinqq

&cryinqq,

tian ar`!

tat's enough?

2008-03-26T01:30:00.000+08:00

haiishh`!

justt foundd out something very sad!

HE GOT A GIRLFRIEND NOT WITHIN 2 to 3 DAYS!

&IT'S ON THE DAY WE BREAK-ED?

haiishh.....

mayb the old story has repeated .

for the pastt he told miie he brkk-ed J*****

coz of miie,

&now?

it's maii turn .

BECAUSE OF HER!

HE BREAK WITH ME!?

haiishh .

why mustt the OLD STORY COMES UP AGAIN!?

at the beginning iie though it's maii fault to lie to you .

BUT

now iie release it's nortt because of the lie i've made .

it's b'cuz of HER right?

ue say it's b'coz of maii lie?

it's an EXCUSS barhhs .

AN EXCUSS TO BREAK?

FUCKING DISSAPOINTED NOW!

2008-03-25T01:01:00.000+08:00

haiishhhhh.........
***CRIED***
imisshim`!
iie don't understandd why he can put things down so easily?
&within a 2 to 3 days time,
he had a NEW GIRLFRIEND`!?
sobsob**
mayb , mayb , mayb........
mayb beingg with HIS NEW GIRLFRIEND he would be happier?
or mayb he nvr even put ALITTLE LOVE on miie before?
i've tried very very very hardd to make him happy,
to get wadd he wants for him,
&tried very hardd to hold him backk too,
BUT
in the end?
it's all no use?
he still LEFT . ='(
I NEED HIM MORE THAN YOU DO*-
haiishh....

wadd can iie do?
iie can only silently watch ue with other girls.
haiishhh.....
is it tat those month when we're tgt,
REALLY MEAN THAT NOTHING TO YOU?
THAT YOU CAN FORGET WITHIN DAYS?
if yeshh .
than i've gortt nothiinqq to say lerr .

i'll be sitting right here waittinqq for ur return .
really .
I SWEAR,
if nortt, i'll die let ue see .
iloveyoualot .
iloveLIMJINYU`!
&i'll wait*- Y

2008-03-24T12:23:00.000+08:00

&i'm left with a broken heart

limjinyu`! I REALLY NEED YOU`!

haiishhhhhhh..........