You may not know how much you meant to me.
Because of you,
I'm able to put down the past and continue with life.
Now that you've left too, I can do nothing, but to see you go.
I know you purposely not to reply my text,
I can do nothing too.
I find myself fucking useless, really.
No body would know,
Know how much I needed you.
If 3months ago, not because of you.
I'll still be stuck in there.
I've tried to give you whatever freedom you want, give you all the time you need.
I know I may get unreasonable when you met girls, but who don't ?
Waking up without seeing your text,
I'm feeling damn uneasy.
I'll be missing the
"good morning" "goodnight" "baby" "love:)"
and everything. :(
I know I'm not gonna have it back,
Not gonna have you here anymore.
I tried, I tried to.
I failed, I still failed.
What I can do now,
Is only see, look, listen.
Seeing you not mine anymore,
Looking at you walking away,
Listening to your voice but not talking to me,
That must be hurting,
Paranoid that my phone's having text from you,
Having calls from you.
Nothing was seen.
Not even a single word.
I don't blame you.
I blame myself for not being perfect enough to make you stay.
Remember to eat, sleep earlier, and don't fall sick.
Take good care of yourself please.
Maybe I still mean nothing to you.
Maybe you don't love me as much.
As least now I know there's still someone that will treat me better.
And not treating me like sand bag.
We may not be together that long.
But you're the one that treated me best.
Thanks for everything you tried to give.
Thanks for tolerating
Takecare my love.
&I love you<3
I'll be missing you


