ฉันรักคุณ ,ฉันคิดถึงคุณมาก*-

he's lying on my leg,

watching television=)

today morning actually his coming over de,
but i fall asleep .
so woke up at 3plus .
left house at 4++ .
when i reached bus stop .
he called,
ask me where am i,
so i told him i'm waiting for bus .
than he asked me go home first .
th-moment he told me,
tears starts to roll down my cheak .
**sadded**
than after awhile he say nvm,
just come .
than when i reaching his house .
msg-ed him ask him where he want go,
he told me he go her that kid awhile for some reasons .
i was like, so sad&angry .
arggg`!
around 5+ he went down .
his mum went to work&left with me&lucky at home .
lucky sleeping like a pig,
&i'm feeling so down&started crying .
msg-ed him&no replies .
so angry!
went th-kid left(i think),
he call-ed me&asked me go down rowell .
so i went down .
he asked me why i cry than i say nothing .
he told me not to worry,
very fast no more liao(kid&him) .
than after go rowell, went sweet talk buy bubble tea .
&headed back home .
see him play SA and played with lucky .
&eat dinner .
than watch tv .
around 10,
he go rest .
than i went home .
he said i tou kiss him again .
=x
Lols .

&kiddo, dont say things to him pls,

cause somehow ,

i'll know .

use ur brains&think .

KIDDO! _l_you

♥LimJinYu, I Believe You Dont Love Her*-

today,
sleep till 4+ .
late for work .
otw down to work plae .
quarreled with "baby" .
than reached there .
ying told me his very worried .
than after awhile, he called ying again .
asked me to pick up .
Problem Solved =)
skip th-working part .
...........
after work,
went is house.
&no one was there .
called yiling&ask .
"baby" picked up .
&asked me to wait downstairs .
so i waited .
after he reach .
went in his house .
&he played his game while i go eat .
after eating,
went down 7-11 to bu his buy COKE =]
and so on......
around 1.25am
i left .
befor i leave .
he keep saying i'll "tou" kiss him .
thn i say i nv "tou" kiss .
Lols .
than he give me his face when i leaving .
so muacks=)
now talking on th-phone with him .
he's so cute la .
just now talkin about "SOMETHNG" .
&now we're watching "BLACK&WHITE"
very nice ohh =)
talking again now .
byebye .

♥LimJinYu,ILOVEYOU*-

haha,
today morning,
he came =]
than watch show awhile,
cooked fo him .
than watched Land Of The Lost,
after watch finish,
jiejie came outside&we went in .
slept&after tat something happened .
dont wanna mention .
around 4.30 like tat we left home .
i went point find ying
while he dont know go where .
than after that working half way,
he called,
told me he reached home le .
using pang zi's hp .
told me he went to play bb with alvin,
and so on.....
after work,
took bus with jovina,laifu,yiling,yuhuan&beelay
back to s'goon .
went his house .
i'm so angry now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
_l_ IHATEYOU!
KIDDO!

♥Kiddo, Please Fuck Off*-

JINYU!
IMISSYOU!
SO MUCH!
WHEN YOU WOULD BE BACK!?
YOU HAVEN ENJOY ENOUGH!?
PLEASE,
INEEDYOU!
='(

i'm missing all those hugs&everything ='(

Jinyu,
imissyou,
it had been 1month without you .
but dont even seems to feel anything .
everything just ended so fast .
too fast,
i tried what i can to keep my friends,
keep my family,
keep you .
but no matter what i do,
everything leave still .
what can i do?
no body that i can talk to now,
no body's there for me,
no body's willing to listen to me,
i'm always crying alone .
no one is there,
no one th there even to ask me what happen .
keep controlling,
not to cry in front of mummy .
not to cry in front of you .
i dont know how long more i could continue this way,
i dont know when would everything end .
i really dont know when would be th-last time,
last time talking to you,
last time playing SA with you,
last time see you .
mayb to you,
it's ok to go without me,
but i'm not .
1year10months really so easily replaced by friends?
I loss,
i loss in this game .
everything gone,
just like in game...

YLimJinYu, letting go is not what i'm willing to*-

hello,
umm...
haiishh,
had not been doing anything recently .
only working&going up him house .
what else can i do?
everyday is just like a count down to me .
counting down to th-day that everything end .
REALLY END .
iie know i'm just nothing more than a very normal de normal friend .
you even treat THEM way too much better than how you treat me .
haiishh,
his life now, seems really happy .
he doesnt even need me to be there .
&he dont, he'll be way more happy than with me .
he can go shopping, meet anyone&enjoy .
going sentosa? going what so ever places .
haha,
i grow till so big, go sentosa 2 or 3 times only .
Lols, iie know it's funny . but it's th-fact .
PROMISSES?
what that?

say will bring me go?

joke, end up ask me go with all YOUR FRIENDS?
seens he finnally had his CAREFREE,ENJOYABLE,HAPPY life le .
what am i here for?
SEE HOW HAPPY HIS LIFE IS?
or see things i doesnt like?
why?
Sometimes people treat love as toy,
Sometimes people treat love as everything,
&sometimes people treat love as normal friend .
Mayb not even normal friend .
just like how you're treating miie RIGHT NOW .
i laugh, i smile, i joke .
doesnt mean that i'm really happy .
you know?
Now,
i finnally knew,
knew that how "IMPORTANT" am i already .
you love me,
this shows how much you did love me.
I WOULD NEVER GET CLOSE WITH THEM JUST TO BE WITH YOU,
I KNOW I WONT .
now i know,
you really did this because of friends .
how "TIAN ZHEN" am i?
haiishh .
forget it .
end le, you be happier.
You&your Friends will be happier .
i shouldnt had appeared .
shouldnt had known you .
shouldnt had love you,
shouldnt had make you everything .
but it's all too late .
what can i do now?
beg you?
i've tried .
NO USE .
you wont know, when th-moment you said:
"play with them once jiu will always play le, than jiu can all tgt, than we jiu can patch le"
you know it hurts?
i'm laughing when you told me, but was it really funny to me?
your perpose is just wan me&them tgt&you can still go out with them .
but i'm not going to .
i wont close with them because you wants it .
no!
haiishh,
i cant say anything,
i cant le, forever cant .
3weeks without you, how long more do you wan to enjoy?
i'm afriad, i dont know when i'll give up on everything here .
WHY CANT I BE COMPAIRED WITH YOUR FRIENDS?
WHY?
haiishh,
i'm lost now .
mayb being alone is what i'm born to have .
find a better someone who can give you what you wan,
give you all your friend,
give you all your happy&ENJOYABLE life .
I CAN'T

Ramdom

YTakecare, i'm left with nothing*-