hello,
umm...
haiishh,
had not been doing anything recently .
only working&going up him house .
what else can i do?
everyday is just like a count down to me .
counting down to th-day that everything end .
REALLY END .
iie know i'm just nothing more than a very normal de normal friend .
you even treat THEM way too much better than how you treat me .
haiishh,
his life now, seems really happy .
he doesnt even need me to be there .
&he dont, he'll be way more happy than with me .
he can go shopping, meet anyone&enjoy .
going sentosa? going what so ever places .
haha,
i grow till so big, go sentosa 2 or 3 times only .
Lols, iie know it's funny . but it's th-fact .
PROMISSES?
what that?
umm...
haiishh,
had not been doing anything recently .
only working&going up him house .
what else can i do?
everyday is just like a count down to me .
counting down to th-day that everything end .
REALLY END .
iie know i'm just nothing more than a very normal de normal friend .
you even treat THEM way too much better than how you treat me .
haiishh,
his life now, seems really happy .
he doesnt even need me to be there .
&he dont, he'll be way more happy than with me .
he can go shopping, meet anyone&enjoy .
going sentosa? going what so ever places .
haha,
i grow till so big, go sentosa 2 or 3 times only .
Lols, iie know it's funny . but it's th-fact .
PROMISSES?
what that?
say will bring me go?
joke, end up ask me go with all YOUR FRIENDS?
seens he finnally had his CAREFREE,ENJOYABLE,HAPPY life le .
what am i here for?
SEE HOW HAPPY HIS LIFE IS?
or see things i doesnt like?
why?
Sometimes people treat love as toy,
Sometimes people treat love as everything,
&sometimes people treat love as normal friend .
Mayb not even normal friend .
just like how you're treating miie RIGHT NOW .
i laugh, i smile, i joke .
doesnt mean that i'm really happy .
you know?
Now,
i finnally knew,
knew that how "IMPORTANT" am i already .
you love me,
this shows how much you did love me.
I WOULD NEVER GET CLOSE WITH THEM JUST TO BE WITH YOU,
I KNOW I WONT .
now i know,
you really did this because of friends .
how "TIAN ZHEN" am i?
haiishh .
forget it .
end le, you be happier.
You&your Friends will be happier .
i shouldnt had appeared .
shouldnt had known you .
shouldnt had love you,
shouldnt had make you everything .
but it's all too late .
what can i do now?
beg you?
i've tried .
NO USE .
you wont know, when th-moment you said:
"play with them once jiu will always play le, than jiu can all tgt, than we jiu can patch le"
you know it hurts?
i'm laughing when you told me, but was it really funny to me?
your perpose is just wan me&them tgt&you can still go out with them .
but i'm not going to .
i wont close with them because you wants it .
no!
haiishh,
i cant say anything,
i cant le, forever cant .
3weeks without you, how long more do you wan to enjoy?
i'm afriad, i dont know when i'll give up on everything here .
WHY CANT I BE COMPAIRED WITH YOUR FRIENDS?
WHY?
haiishh,
i'm lost now .
mayb being alone is what i'm born to have .
find a better someone who can give you what you wan,
give you all your friend,
give you all your happy&ENJOYABLE life .
I CAN'T
seens he finnally had his CAREFREE,ENJOYABLE,HAPPY life le .
what am i here for?
SEE HOW HAPPY HIS LIFE IS?
or see things i doesnt like?
why?
Sometimes people treat love as toy,
Sometimes people treat love as everything,
&sometimes people treat love as normal friend .
Mayb not even normal friend .
just like how you're treating miie RIGHT NOW .
i laugh, i smile, i joke .
doesnt mean that i'm really happy .
you know?
Now,
i finnally knew,
knew that how "IMPORTANT" am i already .
you love me,
this shows how much you did love me.
I WOULD NEVER GET CLOSE WITH THEM JUST TO BE WITH YOU,
I KNOW I WONT .
now i know,
you really did this because of friends .
how "TIAN ZHEN" am i?
haiishh .
forget it .
end le, you be happier.
You&your Friends will be happier .
i shouldnt had appeared .
shouldnt had known you .
shouldnt had love you,
shouldnt had make you everything .
but it's all too late .
what can i do now?
beg you?
i've tried .
NO USE .
you wont know, when th-moment you said:
"play with them once jiu will always play le, than jiu can all tgt, than we jiu can patch le"
you know it hurts?
i'm laughing when you told me, but was it really funny to me?
your perpose is just wan me&them tgt&you can still go out with them .
but i'm not going to .
i wont close with them because you wants it .
no!
haiishh,
i cant say anything,
i cant le, forever cant .
3weeks without you, how long more do you wan to enjoy?
i'm afriad, i dont know when i'll give up on everything here .
WHY CANT I BE COMPAIRED WITH YOUR FRIENDS?
WHY?
haiishh,
i'm lost now .
mayb being alone is what i'm born to have .
find a better someone who can give you what you wan,
give you all your friend,
give you all your happy&ENJOYABLE life .
I CAN'T
YTakecare, i'm left with nothing*- 
